Day 61-73

Well, I’m at 185.4, and the fact that is not more is good news. I went camping for a few days and ate hot dogs both nights, two each night, buns included.  And chips, lot’s of chips.  Baked beans.  A beer and some wine.

It was all delish and was sure I’d be back to 190, but I’ve been good since I got back, and I’m at 185.4.

Definitely, not going to get better unless I crank up the exercise. I can’t seem to bring myself to do it religiously, though, and that’s what I need.

It’s a vicious cycle. Exercise will bring energy, but I don’t have energy to exercise.

I still maybe dying too. wtf happened to me?  When did I become such a hypochondriac?  I guess once I realized that I was mortal.  I’m 47